I lost another friend. I am sad and can't fathom what his wife of only six weeks is going through. I was so angry and hurt but going to his memorial last night made me realize a few things. I am not the only one, and that this wasn't in his plan for the grand skeem of things. It was just a moment of anxiety when the world's worries and lack of sleep got to him. Still I can't help but remember one of the other funerals for a friend when he and I shared a long car ride. But that along with a long list of other memories I'll hold onto fondly. Still I am upset at him for making me cry at something so cleshay as Greenday's "when September ends" but I'm sure that part I can get over. I need to get more sleep. The last few nights have been to short in that department. Maybe now that I have a little closure it won't be so hard to hit the pillows, so to speak. In the meantime, I'm off to work.
Goodbye Drew, we'll miss you always.
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